Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Changra Chick 40 : because it is legal to run away when you are 25.

From you. Because responsibility cannot be only you. Because I need to know wherein else could possibly lie “responsibility”.

From you. Because before you, there were others in my life. Those whom I want to return to. Those who return to me every now and then

From you. Because I cannot be a consistent human being at 25. Because inconsistency = discovery , exploration, which in consistency , are only passing winds.

From you. Because I can feel my spine wanting to stretch, musculate. And I want to put my security blanket in my backpack till night time.

From you. Because I want no expectation from your lifestyle for a few years. I don’t like corporate lunches, nor family evenings, nor solo brunches on repeat.

From you. Because I know you too well by now. Im off to talk to someone else, till you grow a little more. At least find a new mental occupation ?!?!

From you. Because I don’t want to indulge in whines and whimpers anymore. Not even with you.

From you. Because you, darling problem, will not be solvable to me. So I make peace with you. And I shall grin and eat my sandwich in your midst.

From you. Because you work the same way. And my 25 year old mind works on precious few occasions. Im not about 40 , like you.

From you. Because I think I am ready for a new relationship. Mentor, or protégé. Bunny hopper from monkey chatterer. Notebook user, as well as keyboard tapper. Martini hater, whiskey faithfuller.

From you. Because I need to develop new mindsets. Culture new Passions. Reject old passions. Because if you don’t, you will become boring. Even to me.

From you. Because you see, if I don’t run away ever so often, I shant be able to come back to you more often. And I cant be a piece of TVholder furniture to you.

So tata. Let me run away. Till the next time I run away.

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